I have a confession…I admitted in my initial blog that I would use the space as therapy and thus carried on as though no one was watching.  Guess what, someone is watching.  Does this mean I’ll have to change?  Good question, but the answer is nope.  I was naive enough to think, that in this great big world, I could hide.

 

Being watched brings to mind an experiment called The Double Split Experiment.  When electrons are not being observed they function as waves, when an observer is added to the equation, they act like particles, i.e. matter or the stuff the universe is made of, changes simply by being observed.  Observation collapses the wave and electron acts as we think they should.  There is something extremely powerful in that last statement.  Think about it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=DfPeprQ7oGc

 Yes, it is my dirty little secret that I am an engineer by trade, but the aforementioned experiment was brought to mind because I feel I am being watched.  How will I act?  Coming full circle, definitely too soon, I am back to what I thought I was originally writing about and that is choice.  All of the experts on blogging have written that you need a niche.  I assume for the purpose of a blog that might be the case; journal if you want privacy.  Well, I am still finding my niche, passion or ultimately however I wish to define my reason for being.  I guess what is even more mind-boggling for me, is that it has to be so narrow.  Niche by its very definition reduces.  I will not shrink (for now) and that will be my declaration for today.  Yes, for those that know me, it means the same scatter brained girl (woman for others) is still inside, just as confused as before.  Hee…hee!

 

Live boldly and out loud…I am still a work in progress.